hello. haha. i like "hello," i very often start with "hello."

this is mocasele. 

what is mocasele?

it used to be casual and elegant.

and the mo, it just was for the flow.

yeah no, iam not kidding. but forgive me. i came up with that when i was 18 i guess. iam 33 now, if you care.

some time has passed since then. and what happened?

one key thing: i stopped being creative.

i stopped coming up with silly, cheesy names.

i stopped being mediocre, or even bad at things. i stopped learning stuff.

i stopped being childish and foolish and young. and yeah, sometimes i stopped being happy too.

i hope i grew up a little.

but does growing up mean that you neglect what has always been essential to you?

i guess it sometimes does mean that.

especially when you enter the realm of professionalism.

 i remeber my first steps.

my first creative outcomes with a computer. i loved them. they meant everything to me. nowadays i would say they were cheesy, random, primarily computer generated.

in short: i started to judge a lot more than i used to. i became my hardest critic. i stopped publishing.

i cant do this anymore. i wont do this anymore.

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